Well i sent her a message, saying can i ring.. and she said busy right now, so i sent her a texting telling her how i felt,
and she said we are good friends we don't need to live in each other's pockets, which is a joke as I've not seen her in person for 5 months, in total since i left our place of work almost a year ago ( we have seen each other 3 times) like i said before we done everything together prior to that...
I'm not putting any more time and effort into it, she knows me as a person and knows i value friendships , thing is, my life has changed a lot in last year, took a completely different career path to her, and her life has stayed the same, even them 3 times we met up i did find it a little tense at times, as she would just bang on about her work, and not even ask how i'm getting on. I'd just rather she be honest then just push me away.
I do feel sad about it, but i guess i need to look at the positives she did help me with many things and i'll always be grateful for that.