I've not done this kind of reading for a long time but here goes
feel that you are drawn to crystal/gemstones for a reason
You strike me as a natural healer. You might understand that before you discovered your gifts you were probably drawn to caring and looking after other people and friends
The energy I sense from you as a person is that of a therapist, a counsellor, a guide, leader, a healer. Typically the energy I would feel from someone who cares for other people or animals, like a surgeon, therapist, a doctor, or a spiritual healer
I know you mentioned some time ago you wanted to work with children doing psychology, I still see you going down that route but I also feel strongly pulled to you learning and practising a form of spiritual healing such as crystal healing, or making items with gemstones and selling them on, like gemstone bracelets. That's definitely a huge part of your spiritual path, your self development and teaching others
check out BSY, I think I shared it with you before www.bsygroup.co.uk
The courses are a little pricey but some local colleges may do part time spiritual courses on weekends..some do reiki, crystal healing, feng shui, reflexology and so on. I feel you will in the next few years and your natural pull to the stones makes perfect sense. You are able to sense the stones energy and vibrations. Just like a pharmacist knows what someone needs, I feel you naturally know what others are in need of. Same with doctors diagnosis and intuition, you may have a 'medical intuition' yourself, unsure if that would make sense to you, but I feel you are highly sensitive in knowing or sensing what may be wrong with others. Maybe even Including yourself
Whilst i'm doing this, I also got through a message that justice will come for you
meaning that an unfair decision or judgement against you will be resolved soon. Thought I would share that
Truth is going to come out, the genuine truth, the one where others can see you're innocent and have/had good intentions.
Aside from this, I feel you are just so caring for others. I do sense you are highly psychic yourself and I do believe you're probably an Indigo. I feel you are definitely a healer and you being drawn to visit the sea and 'escape' is part of that. I feel you're an older soul and you possibly lived here before on Earth, but remember a time where things were very different. There was silence and peace and you were probably living beside the ocean, not necessarily in England but maybe even by that river you mentioned tonight. I just felt I should write and share that with you.
I feel your purpose is helping and aiding others, particularly children and elderly and the whole time I've focused on you I keep seeing huge white gemstone rocks. They look a bit like Howlite but in natural form,
^ Natural Howlite
I never worked with gemstones but I would say it may be worth looking into that one for yourself
Howlite healing properties
I feel you are here to help the planet as a whole, as a lightworker. And times are tough for many lighworkers/starseeds right now because we find we're faced with personal life changes and events quite often. It's important to remember that these difficulties will be overcome and all you do for others will be rewarded back to you and your family in the form of luck/healing and you will gain more wisdom, helping you to help others out.
Self care is really important for us all right now and I feel you are doing great in listening to what you need yourself, like taking a break to be near the sea, to find yourself and re- energize. You needed it, and I feel the gems are ones that you currently need to. I'd say you have skill in sensing energy and sensing other peoples needs, any form of volunteering or work to do with helping others is for you. As for how, it's really what you are drawn to, it could be angel readings, clairvoyance, or learning crystal healing
As a lightworker just remember you can easily burn out, because you are so sensitive to others, to energy, it's important to keep your stones close to you especially when going out and dealing with people who are a little draining
I also feel like Citrine would be good for you, do you have any?
I'm not sure what else to add other than you have a lovely nature and what you are looking for is looking for you too. I feel you will be drawn more to the things you are supposed to be doing. The things you are reading about when you feel that energy, I feel that's a calling from your soul, 100%
As for how and when, don't worry, I personally believe if we are 100% meant to be doing something, we find a way, or a way finds us